fuck up
I don’t have to ask if you’ve ever felt like you kind of fucked something up before it even got out of the gate, pretty sure we’ve all been there. Still what so you do, cause you don’t know for sure, hell you may never know but your left with this bit of doubt that just kind of eats at you. You wonder is it me, something I could have controlled… Then again you think fuck it, I am me who I am and if that person doesn’t like that why would I want to be round them. It’s a moment of “know thy self,” Then again think too much as well. So what more can you do but fallow a little advice, “Dream and show up.”
Télépopmusik
"Don't Look Back"
So I closed the chapter on that one, but so happy to see that you came though to the next part of the story with me.
You know how there are those voices that just kind of make you go a bit weak in the knee.. yep this is one of them…
Cindy Lauper
"I Drove All Night"
Is that’s all right?
I would drive all night…
Love this song…
To all my pretty lil memories,
where are you now?
Neon Trees
"Love and Affection"
So I just don’t understand,
Dream and show up?
Waiting, sitting and inbetweening,
mooning, swooning, sighing and smiling.
Breathing in the twitter and the pation
as in antici….
Say it! just say, come out and just say something,
anything, anything that lets me know I’m there.
Some where in the back of your mind.
There has been a lot going on. I’m running all about and slipping back into some habits to try and curb my appetite. It’s not all bad.
So I listen for that voice that sends shivers of my spine
feeling that smile that makes me dimple dig deep.
teeth marks are showing up on my lips again…
Telling the story of my dreams, over and over….
Hedwig and The Angry Inch
"Hedwig and the Angry Inch - Wicked Little Town"
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
